The Unforgettable Pain

Broken
Isolated
As I sit in a room filled with a lot of things

Tears roll down my face
As I realized that I lost you
And my heart pays the cost

My mind replays all wonderful memories
And I wonder where did it all go wrong
I stare at the time wishing I could turn back time so I could fix things

As my phone rings
I hope that it’s you who calls
But truth is you moved on

I struggle to make peace with the fact that you gone
But reality hits me hard
As I realized that I don’t deserve to be alive

As I watched you
Staring at you from distance
My love for you comes in an instance

As I stare at my reflection in the mirror
I begin to think about things
And I wonder where did it all go wrong?

A million thoughts run through my head
As I realized that this pain feels like a knife through my chest

As I begin to think about how you disappointed me
I realise that I’m appointed with broken heart

I watched you walk away
With her in your arms
I realized that you were mine to hold

But I didn’t expect you to turn so cold
That your words still feel like a knife through my chest

As I stare at you
I see how you became a person that I can’t even recognize
They say “Karma is a ugly person” nd I really see how much you hate me

I see the girl who was always there for you
And I begin to wonder how could you put me in the same category as her

I’m just an average looking young lady
Passed down from one person to the next
Like an object

That I feel dirty and ugly
I start to point the things that are wrong with me
But I realized that I couldn’t change it

My future hopes and dreams
Fade away into the beams of the unknown
That I wish I could fix things

But it’s too late
Because the hate has grown so much
That I wish I could runaway like a train so fast that there are no brakes

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